who knows?

Well, I wanted to know about a lot of things, how to control how I think about my life, I wanted to control everything that my hands could touch. I was really scared of be alone. Life isn't a simple thing, you know. We just go into a person's life, and we don't know how we can destroy one's faith (but we can do it!) in a single instant.
I love to live, really. I'm not pretending to be someone I'm not, but.. It's just normal to be so scared like this? I mean, I'm afraid of being.... less for me. I don't know. I don't know english. I'm just in a blablabla 'bout me, myself, my feelings and my constant despair. But it's just happening to be. I don't wanna be somebody who fears something. But I am. I'm the most scared, because I am. And I'm the Fear.